Friday, September 30, 2005

GP done
BIO done
Happiness!

My dad called and reminded me of the shopping trip with him after exams hehehe.. Happiness!
Went for choir practice just now.. It was great as always. LOVE IT!!! The choir is bunch of nice people la. loveitloveitloveit. I simply just anticipate every practice and duty. I put that above my shopping trips and Sentosa! And food.. =) And even if he is not there hahaha..

4 more days....
Breathe in....
Breathe out....
Don't get too excited!

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

AIYO.. Supposed to be study break today.. but not fruitful i think.. =( Must really crucify my flesh sia. So many temptations.. Like when I think of what to do after exam.. hehe.. Kenneth called just now!!! Surprised! Haven't heard his voice of like years.. haha.. Going to watch movie and eat with him after exam! YAY! lol.. Then right after the last paper, have a date with my dad.. Go shopping!!! =) then i must chiong sentosa again =) with alice n cai! Happiness. Then i can go out late again! See.. I've been such an angel till now. HAHA.. no la.

Monday, September 26, 2005


Woke me up
Asked for this person's no
Prank-called that person
Person called me

I can't believe people are still doing such thing! It's like c'mon... It's high time to grow up!!! It's disgusting. Okie ya I used to prank called people too but I didn't involved another party.. And I did that when I was YOUNG.. when I was still CHILDISH in my mindset. If I still do that now... Condemn me. (sorry for the lack of vocabulary.)

Saturday, September 24, 2005


PHew! what a day!!! Cell group meeting was fantastic!!!!! Firstly, Jane gave us a surprise 'visit' which caught everyone off guard. We were playing this game when suddenly WeiYing excused herself to open the door for her 'new friend'. She told us that her friend was very SHY and wanted all of us to close our eyes.. LOL~ then her friend came in and 1, 2, 3 all of us opened and was really SHOCKED. No one expected Jane la! HAHA.. She flew back from Aussie on thursday but decided to keep mum about it to surprise us during cg.. HAHA cool. And she brought back A LOT of chocolates, nougats and gummy sweets hehe.. THANKS! Great joy. HAha.. We also celebrated YeeKiat's bday after cg and it was like so advanced la. 5 days in advance. HAha.. But one sad thing is today sis jinlian announced that JieTing is transfering to a new cg.. that was a very emotional moment.. lots of tearing... But i think she's going to grow from glory to glory there. Ya it's always not easy to part but it seems like everytime we part we grow more matured.. Hmm..



Went to orchard to meet caijun. HEhe.. We went for a haircut!!! =) At Le Salon at takashimaya. It was so high-class!! Oh man.. We felt kinda out of place there.. HAHA.. But anyway the cut was nice and the best thing was.. I don't have to pay a cent!!!! Happiness! Supposedly it cost 58 bucks.. PTL! Reason being CaiJun knows this friend, who knows this friend who is a hairstylist under training... So we were sort of like her guinea pigs hehe but she has 3 yrs of experience so not a problem.. And know what??? We saw Taufik there cutting his hair!!!!! HAHA.. The place was really nice. Highly recommended. Bad for your wallet though hehe..

After the satisfying experience, we went to do a bit of shopping then headed for home! I actually told cai I felt homesick. HAHA.. Coincidently, LekTeng boarded the train in the same cabin as us and I was so surprised to see her!!! Haven't seen her since we received our O lvl results.. So we caught up with each other during that short period in the train.. She told "U seem to put on weight leh.." LOL! Han nor. Can't deny la.. hahahaha..

Yup that was my very happy day! =)

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Haven't been online so often now.. Revealing the guai side of Aileen. =)
Partly due to promo and.. There was something wrong with my mouse after my mum cleaned the com area.. so I can only use the keyboard to navigate around.. not something interesting. You try la! haha.. After 2 days, I think my bro got fed up or sth and bought a new optical mouse. But after buying.. the old mouse can work for some reasons. So! There are now 2 mouses connected to my com. HAHA! So ridiculous right.

Anyway other than this, nothing happening has happened. Life is kinda monotonous now.. Weeks passed like nobody's business. Erm.. is that an irony? Ah, nvm. Can't wait for promos to come. Or rather to be over.. Ya I wrote that previously but i seriously can't wait. HEe..

Alice, I donno what have happened to us seriously... It's more than just a coincidence I think...
It's starting to get freaky... I don't wish to think in that direction though... Maybe it's some spiritual warfare... You know how the devil can't stand us when we shine too brightly or when we're too on fire for God... he can't stand the light... But know that the battle is not ours, but God's. He is on our side. And know that actually the battle has been won. Not to worry, I'm actually quite excited to know the outcome of what will happen to us hehe... Cos I know it's nothing bad. Oh ya, thanks for sharing with me and bringing this matter to light. =)

Monday, September 19, 2005

Ahhh.. having a lot of weird dreams nowadays. A lot A lot.. Not my fault also. Haha..
Like the first one, I dreamt that my ____ is dead. Second, dreamt that I was attached to this guy.. Third, dreamt that I wore my pyjamas to church! So on and so forth. Hahaha I donno to laugh or to cry..

Oh, and nowadays I've been walking to and from school everyday. Pretty enjoy those journey though it's only me and God. Or maybe that's the reason why I like it. Sometimes socialising can be so draining u know.. At least for me. I'm not the very people-person at least for now.. Some should know why.. LOL~ But doesn't mean I don't like people to be around me just that I need some time to be with myself sometimes. =) Seriously I can't wait to get my butt off JJ. I want back my havoc life!!! After A lvl I'm going to revenge LOL~ At this instance, my mind has already involuntarily brainstormed a list of to-do things. Hmmm... loOks pretty interesting! =)

Sunday, September 18, 2005



Wah love seems to be in the air! =) I thought I can literally feel it hehehe.. And no, I'm not in love with anyone, nor is anyone in love with me hehe.. But people around me are/were so loving!! =) *so loved* Esp my church friends.. Guess we have all experienced the genuine, unconditional love of God to be able to exude it out to each other as well. =) Well, of course, those who are skeptical about this would think that we are all hypocrites. Let them be, we don't lose out anyway. =) We had our fair share of critics and I guess we're immuned to them, so stay cool and calm.. don't panick. =)

Service was great today! All of us witnessed the healing power of God in the place. People were healed of long-term illnesses like a bent spine as well as short-term ones like a sunburn! =)
Nothing is too hard for our God ya?? =)

"What do you want Me to do for you?"
- Jesus

Saturday, September 17, 2005




Had a combined sub-zone meeting today.. wah wah.. it was good la. Fun. So many games.. haha. and mooncakes.. Aiya one thing about me is I laugh/ed too much.. Especially during the drama la.. I find everything so amusing la! lol~ and you know la, when i get really high, I get really out of my mind. quite rythm (is that how u spell it?? rythme? raim? LOL~) ah nvm. Oh, a few of us played lanterns and sparklers (correct spelling? yes right.. but when we pronounce it sounds like sparkeler right? okie.. I was just wondering.. hehe..) Wah.. brought back a lot of memories. I used to look so forward towards lantern festival!! So can play with candles.. =) I was just asking the rest "why do people like to see things being burnt?" hahaha.. For me I think fire is so mysterious.. It can give you light and heat but can also destroy things.. And the sight of a completely whole thing being reduced to ashes at such an instant is (hmm i shouldn't say amazing right? that'd sound so sadistic. haha..) captivating. Okie nvm talking rubbish.. (no pun intended) haha..
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Friday, September 16, 2005

Sian someone just labelled me something offensive. But not on purpose la. but still.. I didn't hesitate to tell him off. *Note: Before labelling someone, check the meaning of the label.
If not, you're just insulting your own intelligence. Of course I can be a very nice person, =) But I'm not an angel, I have a limit too. Once anyone exceeds that, no I won't blast at that person, that's a total waste of everything. I will do what I think is most wise and just ignore him/her. Full stop. Occasionally I may just smile reluctantly but all can tell it's a fake one. And no, i'm not someone who hides my emotions... I think my facial expressions tell a lot. Like today, yusu had a taste of my pms LOL~ and I thot it was funny when leeling told me I forgot to zip my skirt! LOL~ She said it in a not very soft voice la. lol~ even the guys heard it LOL~.. so funny.. Forgot to zip it ytd or the day before as well! YuSu told me silently LOL~ From this you can tell i'm not someone who is so conscious about how people think of me.. and seriously i don't really care.. haha.. but i don't think i'm that bad la hor? HOpefully la. hahaha.. And of course I'm still learning and growing to be more like Christ. If you have sth unhappy about me just tell me, I wanna learn from it too.. =)



Wednesday, September 14, 2005



I dont know if everyone is depressed or stressed.. But today seemed like a chocolatey day.. Even the guys in my class were munching on chocolates.. Hmmmmmmm.. =)

Nothing much to say today leh. Exam fever now but I still can't tuned in to the mood yet.. HOW! Haha.. Talking about tuning in.. Class 95 rocks! lol~ I listen to it every night till I hear a not-so-nice song then I will she de to sleep.. *hint* Can dedicate songs to me if you want lol~ No pressure ah but I will love you more haha..

Could this be love? *shrugs*

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

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Crazy me. Just went on a chocolate craze.. Bought 8.85 bucks worth of chocolates.. And they are all not for me! Haha.. I don't even she de splurge on myself like that.. Haha but the shopping experience was fun la. Haha.. It was a reminiscence on what happened last yr in Medan. We went hysterical when we entered the supermarket.. Everything was so cheap! To the extent whereby we didn't need to think of the price and just grabbed whatever we want haha.. Highness. HAHA.. And of course my trolley was filled with what else but CHOCOLATES.. loads and loads of them.. Now thinking about it, I wished I had the guts to grab more hehe.. Must train up KaiLiang now. LOL~ Oh ya, that day I spent around 90000Rupiah and I fumbled with the cash haha.. There was once I gave the cashier a 5000 note when my goods cost 50000.. LOL~ We looked at each other. I didn't know why she was looking at me but thankfully my Medan friend came to the rescue.. LOL~ Seldom see so many zeros in my whole life.. haha.. But other than food, there are nothing much to shop around.. The wet market was literally wet and dirty and when it rained, it became a 'muddy market'. lol.. But it was quite thrilling to walk through the market. There were vehicles moving about like it was not squeezy enough.. haha.. And they killed the kampong chicken on the spot upon ordering! Ah, that was memorable. =) A rare sight to behold. There was one night!! My favourite!!! At first I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me when I saw a streak of light in the sky. "No, it can't be a shooting star.. siao." So I shook off the silly fantasy. But deep inside I secretly hope it was hehe.. So I cfmed with another friend and she said 'ya! I also saw!' Okie so for the rest of the night, a group of us stayed up and just stared at the sky! Haha.. It was really an unforgetable night.. We laid outside our rooms at the so-called backyard and witnessed the most amazing scene! The stars kept shooting around! And I got so high! Whenever I saw one, I would squeal and point and get uptight. LOL~ And I did that for 11 times! LOL~ It brings me to wonder why beautiful things come and go like a lightning. Or maybe if they stay a little longer, we would take them for granted? So they're smart. They keep us in suspense.. And keep us yearning for more..

Saturday, September 10, 2005



An Iceberg! I think the picture is so beautifully taken. Ah.. Breathtaking. =) But most of the time we can only see its tip. And that is also what caused the sinking of the seemingly "Unsinkable Titanic".

Most of the time we ignore life's trivial problems and until the day we realised they actually exist, it is too late. They have become so big, we can't handle. Therefore, it is so important to be sensitive to what you are getting yourself into.. Back to the picture, the sea is vast. If there is an iceberg in your way, the most common sense thing to do is to navigate away from it right? It's like so "duh?" Though the tip may be small, but the sea area is so big! Just turn away la? Full stop, no worries. Same for us, if you know doing something will eventually do you no good, then do something else! We must be more flexible sometimes.. There are so many options in life. Choose wisely. This is a reminder to myself too. I must admit I succumb to my flesh at times, doing things I know I shouldn't do and not doing things I ought to. Only to end up adding to my already sufficient problems. And again, I pray to have more wisdom.

Thursday, September 08, 2005



I just watched a documentary on the Discovery Channel about life before birth. That is, life of a fetus in the womb. I was so amazed at the complexity of God's mind. Scientists hate to admit that there are things which can't be proven by science. They refuse to acknowledge God as our Creator. You and me, as we often hear, are all results of a miracle. And what does 'miracle' mean?
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Definition of 'Miracle' by Dictionary.com
An event that appears inexplicable by the laws of nature and so is held to be supernatural in origin or an act of God: “Miracles are spontaneous, they cannot be summoned, but come of themselves” (Katherine Anne Porter).
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With reference to my Bio notes on Cell and Nuclear Division, it is written "The Cell Theory states that all new cells are derived from pre-existing cells." So, where does these pre-existing cells appear from? If anyone has the answer, please enlighten me... =)

P.S: While searching for the miracle-in-making picture above, I also sadly came across a few tragic halts to the miracle-in-making processes. In life there are so many important decisions to make, I pray to be wiser..

Wednesday, September 07, 2005



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When our eyes met
A snapshot was taken
in the recesses of my mind
The moment freezed like I gladly wanted it to

Butterflies fluttered excitedly in my stomach
I'm not sure if I liked that
Words were choked
It was hard to even breathe

What are my hormones up to this time?
Hmmmmmmmmmm...

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

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Felt like rollerblading just now so wheeeeee off I went at around 8pm. In a mere 25-30 minutes SO many incidents happened!!! (Note: it's "incidents" not "accidents" haha)
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No 1: I whee-ed past this 50+ yr old woman who was walking. It so happened she was walking
on the metal-covered drain and when I whee-ed past, the cover "grumbled" and she had a
shock! LOL!! She mumbled "Aiyo shock ah." LOL~ I said "sorry!" and whee-ed away.
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No 2: Around 2 minutes after that, I took a rollercoaster ride but I think it was worse. I whee-ed down a long slope which was kinda steep for wheels. I tried to slow down by swerving left
and right to create more resistence but around 1/4 down the slope there was a bicycle behind me. So I kind of panicked. The path wasn't very wide, just the 'normal' ones around, with a few motorcycles parking by
the sides which made it even slimmer. So if I continued swerving, the bicycle would bang
into me. So the only thing I could do was to whee down. So fast. My adrenaline was
splashing out. It was so thrilling.. I would enjoy it IF ONLY there wasn't anyone in front of
me. But unfortunately, there was a woman walking in front. So it was like I'm trapped in
between a bicycle and a woman. (Of all times..) One thing about rollerblades (or rather
my rollerblades) is that the brake is unreliable. It's no better if I remove it. So I went
down the slope with no brake, no safety guards. So the next best thing to do was to shout
"Excuse me!" to the woman in front. =) Phew~ Thank God nothing happened and I
whee-ed away with a heave of relief. But it could turn out disastrous.
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No 3: I was on my way home at the void deck. Then suddenly this motorcycle appeared
out of a bent which was hidden from my view and zoomed past me. If I was to whee-ed
like 1 or 2 seconds faster, it would bang me painfully.
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woo.. ya that was it. My very thrilling night.

Monday, September 05, 2005

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Know what? My last entry just vanished into the World Wide Web. This is the problem with technology.. Nothing beats the trustworthy pen and paper.. Haha.. Okie, Sally will go "NOoo! You can't use 'nothing'! It is too extreme! Class, I'm not sure if you really understand.." LOL~
Anyway, kind courtesy of me, I'm going to oblige to Henry's request to rewrite. Haha..
But I won't go into details..
I was saying.......
I had a fun fun day at Sentosa!! The sun was out smiling at us (me n cai) and that made us 2 very happy people in the world. =) We went to Siloso beach, crossed the bridge and stepped into another island (which is man-made). The waters were calm because it is sort of trapped in between the real and fake island. Sounds wrong.. haha.. Anyway, we went for a dip and woO we were very happy. We laid where the waves 'caressed' the shore and tanned. So we went tanning and dipping and tanning and dipping. =) And we were happy. We did that for 3 hours or so.. So Henry, don't say I will look the same. =) My back is red la. Bad. I hope the colour will retain till Sunday. Hahaha.. But judging from past experienceS, I am not that confident. We attempted to jog after that. 30 mins passed, and it was still an attempt. =) We ended up walking.. to nowhere actually. Haha.. but we passed by some dilapidated houses which were kind of freaky. I remember a group of us (sec 2 classmates) had a crazy idea to explore the house. Before we even stepped into a room, we heard a 'mess' of squeaky noises of the rats (xls, I hope you weren't one of them) and some burnt joss papers on the floor. We freaked out and ran out. =) End of story. Haha.. See, Sentosa is such a sentimental? place. I have so many fond memories there.. Which make it my number 1 (eee so cliche!) chill out haven. =)

Sunday, September 04, 2005

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Looking forward to tmr!!! Not exactly the bio lecture but the trip to sentosa after that!!! Ya I know I've been there not long too long ago.. but it's a place I'll never ever get bored of!! Never! Especially with your close friends.. =) You can just go there and laze your day away and still enjoy every moment of it hehe..
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It's nice at night too! There was once my usher friend drove a group of us there at ard 10 plus.. we went up to one of the "twin towers".. The stars, although not many, were a sight to behold. It's super romantic I tell you.. haha.. Oh talking about usher, I don't miss ushering but I really miss the friends I made there.. Last yr a group of 4 of us went to Malaysia for a super short getaway!! It is one trip I will never forget!! We went around eating! Ya it's like what else can you do.. We were kind of tight financially too so we combined all our remaining little money and ate some more lol~ We had a crazy plan to travel to KL after eating.. It was so impromtu but I like! We reached there at ard 12 plus? Can't remember but everything was so dead. Ha.. Oh then we went to the twin towers (what do u call that?) WAH, they were so majestic! We stood in front of the towers and man did we felt so small. Bro Jeff if you're reading this, thanks so much for even wanting to bring this crazy girl out. You took such a big risk and responsibility! *evil grin*
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Looking forward to next year's backpacking with yeekiat! Don't care we must celebrate after surviving the 'A'gonising Level. =) Seriously I can't wait u know.. Can't wait for everything to be over and start another phase of my life.. I'm like so looking forward to my future haha.. Especially.. Ah nvm. =)

Friday, September 02, 2005

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Wah. I donno what is wrong with me.. I am so evil!!! LOL~ Can't stand it..
I didn't mean to shriek out the "EEE!" during GP today!! Forgive me!!! LOL~
But I was just freaked out by the wordiness of his paper!!! Involuntary shriek! LOL~
Think it is only right for me to apologise to him.. =)


Thursday, September 01, 2005


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Didn't go school today hehe.. I think I have made a good decision! Cos they were released at 830.. Danced for half an hour?! Like that also fun.. I'd rather gain some beauty sleep hehehe.. Thot of going back to beloved fuhua but was.. too unmotivated. Hehe.. another nicer word for lazy. Yup so i went to meet with Bird at jp to study.. Erm, a little unfruitful la. Then we went to meet up the rest to go for a wake.. There were so much to discover about a wake. Kind of interesting to hear so many "rules" about what to do and what not and why.. Had a great time of fellowship with the girls.. Love 'em! As I am quite, or rather very, emotional, I thought Bro Tan was so strong. I donno how I would react to this situation if I was in his shoes.. Probably cry my eyes out i donno.. Ya no point crying some may say but it makes me feel better so who cares. But then again I seldom cry.. Only when I feel very helpless that's all.. But one advice: never ever indulge in self-pity. In addition to its uselessness, the situation can even get worse. I have learnt to guard my thoughts over the years, to replace every negative thought with a positive one. This has helped me tremendously. And as Pst Kong always say, "Your attitude determines your altitude." Must consistently remind myself that.. Ya.